hurhur, my throat spoil alr >:'(
laopa's right, one day i'll totally lose my voice and cant talk.

omg how am i gona survive if that happens?
today my father commented that my voice is very hoarse and spoil alr. (ok i dont know the correct term to use) and he was like telling me how horrible it sounds...

he asked me questions on how come it suddenly become like this and all.
no, it didnt happen overnight.. but over a period of time.. i've been having sore throat since 2mths ago, but i continue talking despite that.. or rather, continue shouting my way.

and being angry almost every other day doesnt helps.
not seeing a doctor when feeling sick, acts on to the problem.

or rather, i went to visit the doctor and he prescribed medicines to me.. but after 2 days of drinking/swallowing them.. i stopped. there's rly no purpose for visiting him in my case, because it'll only be just a confirmation from him that 'yes you're sick' but i wont take those yucky medicines.

.... and tada, now my voice is like.. very NAN TING.
like seriously!!! :( and i rly think its true la. maybe one day i'll not be able to talk so much anymore, not be able to crap at work/at home anymore.. because it's kind of serious alr.

now, i'm drinking honey water everyday-from today onwards (DONT LAUGH) and bringing it to school (put in my cute winnie the pooh pink water bottle =P).. DONT LAUGH.

i'll do anything to get my original voice back. who wants to talk/listen to someone who's voice sounds like it has gone thru difficult times??? i definitely wont want to la.

whole post on my voice showing how much it matters.
for one, how to scold ppl/argue my stand with this voice? for two, how to.. PRESENT PROJS with this voice? for three (most important), how to talk all day long with this voice??? >:'(x100000000

on a happier note,
my holis=sarah's exam period :)

yayness i shall count down to it and sms her the days to my holis/her exam date :)